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  2005.11.13  12.49
the superbowl

omg there arent anywords to describe tonight other then awsome,crazy,breath takeing, and yet as always sad
tonight was the "Superbowl" for youth alive, it was awsome!well ok at first it was so boring, we went to this dumb midevil thing, but then the Nets game was awsome , my first ever basketball game and i shared it with my friends, the bad part was , Ronald ripped a muscle and i cared for him till the perimetic came , all night ive been wondering, is he gonna be ok , me and ronald are like brother and sister, i love him as a friend, hes sooo nice , yet an ass
but when he started crying , i knew something was wrong , Ryan and i acually talked for the fist time in forever , to think last year at this time me and him where awsome friends, and the cutest couple , then i ruined it and broke up with him, ima dumb ass , well i had an awsome night , i love basketball now , nets lost by the way , that was good , the rockets won by 8 points,i lost my voice from screaming, gottza go , tommorow ima go shoppin, see yaz soon , byez,shout outz to:Ronald,Ryan,K,Haley,laque,champie, all the hott ass guys in da world

luvz ya
muah



Mood: hell yea!
 
 


 
  2005.11.13  12.49
the superbowl

omg there arent anywords to describe tonight other then awsome,crazy,breath takeing, and yet as always sad
tonight was the "Superbowl" for youth alive, it was awsome!well ok at first it was so boring, we went to this dumb midevil thing, but then the Nets game was awsome , my first ever basketball game and i shared it with my friends, the bad part was , Ronald ripped a muscle and i cared for him till the perimetic came , all night ive been wondering, is he gonna be ok , me and ronald are like brother and sister, i love him as a friend, hes sooo nice , yet an ass
but when he started crying , i knew something was wrong , Ryan and i acually talked for the fist time in forever , to think last year at this time me and him where awsome friends, and the cutest couple , then i ruined it and broke up with him, ima dumb ass , well i had an awsome night , i love basketball now , nets lost by the way , that was good , the rockets won by 8 points,i lost my voice from screaming, gottza go , tommorow ima go shoppin, see yaz soon , byez,shout outz to:Ronald,Ryan,K,Haley,laque,champie, all the hott ass guys in da world

luvz ya
muah



Mood: hell yea!
 
 


 
  2005.11.10  22.25
board

today was slow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss dave



Mood: determined
 
 


 
  2005.11.05  21.09
this week was fun yet sad

this week was ok
my week in words , day by day

Sunday: Daves going away lunchen at church and then we went out for dinner and i said my good byes

Monday
(halloween)my fave holiday runied with a sad depressing day , Dave moved and school sucked cause all kept asking me if i was gonna celibrate the devilsb-day pluss i came home and missed dave like crazy

Tuesday: was sad , i missed Dave , school sucked , my teacher called me a cutter, alot of teh girls quit cheerleading,had a test

Wensday:was awsome!it went by soooo fast

Thursay:was awsome , champie and me were playin around all day

Friday: started off wonderful the we had bible class and it ruined the day, then youth , that was awsome for reasons that will not be mentioned LOL

Today: FUN

im board
ttyl



Mood: distressed
 
 


 
  2005.10.31  21.00
daves gone

today was a sad day, it was halloween and the day dave moved away, all today in school i was depressed, whishing he wasn't leaving , i was hoping he would come home here and never leave until i was gone , i relized how much he made my family wat it is today , he was the brother i always wanted , except he was preppy
he left his U.S.C thing and it smells like him
today when i came home i relized when i saw he got mail that i wont see him for what seams like forever, when i got home i changed and imediatly went to his room and saw all he left , i started crying , i missed him sooooo much , i relized then i had the room to my self again and that now i was the only young person in the house , i felt like calling him and begging him to come back , but decided not to , cause it wouldnt have made any diffrence, i went down stairs to see my dad crying , which he never does, he and dave were awsome together , they were like best friends ,

ooo well
im gonna go write a song
bye